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I. Need. Shoes. Stat!!!

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I have a massive urge to get a new pair of hot high heels!  If any of you want to help, I wear a size 9.5 (yeah, big feet).  I love crazy shoes!  Thanks!

I feel like in the last couple of weeks that I’ve calmed down.  I got that wild streak out of me that I’ve been doing for the last few months.  Don’t think I still don’t want to go out and have fun, cause, well if you KNOW me, I love having a blast and laughing.  But sometimes laying on your kitchen floor and laughing with your best friend is just even more fun that going out!

I know what I want in life, for my boys, for me personally as career goals, love life needs, and who I want to be, and what kind of person I want to be with.  And I won’t settle for less.  I deserve it.  I sure damn do.  And I’ll wait forever until I can get what I want!  (hello spoiled brat!)

My boys have been horrible lately.  I guess the divorce is effecting (affecting?) them, and they are showing out because of it.  I had Don put locks on my pantry door so they stop getting all the food out.  Yeah, like dumping a box of pancake mix, squeezing out all the jelly, eating all the cereal, etc .  They already cost me a bundle in groceries, but when I keep having to re-buy everything, then that adds up! 

I really reached a low point this week with them, I had to call friends to come over and help, and thankfully they rushed right over (love ya Heather and Don!) to help.  I guess I’ll go to the book store and find a parenting/divorce book for some advice.  Do any of you have any advice?  I’ll take all that I can get!

Never found my stolen stuff, except the boating tube was in the field next to me, but that’s not mine, so I really don’t care about that.  I had someone come out and mow my yard, and it looks so much nicer.  I may have him come out and do the back and trim up some more stuff this week, since I don’t have the tools to do it now.  Although I did buy a weedeater!  And a drill!  LOL!

I really want to go see my family, I’m hoping they’ll meet me in Omaha or Witchita again, it makes it easier to drive 8 hours rather than 19!!!

Other than that, I’ve been doing ok.  Have had some dissappointments, but am keeping my head up and heart full of hope.  That’s all I can do.  :)

 

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April Showers Brings May Flowers

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I normally really love May.  It’s my birthday month.  It’s springtime.  It’s my time. 

I’m going to get out of this funk, some way some how.  I will not become the Janet I was a few months ago.  I’m better than that. 

What does one think of during the last days before their birthday?  The last year of course.  Thankfully I have this blog to use to go back. 

First and foremost, Health.  Thank God that I have good health and so do my boys.  Besides a nasty bout of flu that had me in bed and the boys eating pizza for four nights, we have been really healthy.  I’m very grateful for that.  I know many families with children and the parents themselves severely and even terminally ill.  I am blessed with three (over ornery) healthy boys.  Very destructive boys might I add.

My job.  Thankfully last year I was able to get my RN degree and am in a position where I can work two to three days a week and support my boys, and not have to put any of them in daycare.    I do love my job, and hope to start in a Masters program within the next year.

Really, anything else, who cares?  I have a nice car, a good house, but do those things really matter?  I guess it’s a privilege to have them, but they are not needed.  I am thankful to have them though.

Of course the big news is my divorce, which is still going on (arguing over child stuff).  It sucks, but I’m over it.  He’s moved on, I’ve moved on.  It just needs to end.  It really does.

I’ll reflect more over the year and my birthday (because remember, May is all about ME).

And my Birthday is May 24th.  I never get flowers (it’s been 8 years?), love shoes (size 9.5), and large gaudy bags.  Jewelry is nice too.  Oh, and maid service.  :)

 

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10 Reasons To Love A Nurse

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Posted by on April 18, 2009 in nurse

 

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Peace

 

“I do not want the peace that passeth understanding. I want the understanding which bringeth peace,”  Helen Keller.

I don’t if the rain has calmed me, or a great night last night.  But I feel at peace, a calmness.  Like a heavy stone has been lifted off my chest.  I wouldn’t call it being content, as there many things that I am not satisfied with.  But then again, I have no control over many things, so maybe I am content per the level of control I have?  Wow, I’m getting deep with myself. 

I have many things to be thankful for.

First, my boys.  I don’t know who I would be if I didn’t have them.  They keep it real, keep me goofy and down to earth.  I love each one of them for something special that is in each one of them.  I love seeing them learn and discover new things.  Seeing the world through their eyes just really simplifies things.

Family.  My family has been wonderful.  My parents are so supportive of me, wanting me to continue my goal of my Masters in Nursing, wanting to see me happy, and the boys be fruitful.  My sisters are just beautiful.  Ashely, poor soul, is just like me.  Loud, goofy, sarcastic, and just fun.  Stephanie is due with her first child in May, and she is just glowing!  And dear Joshua.  Sigh, protecting his big sister, telling the dudes to back the F*** off from me.  What love.  What love.

Friends.  I’ve made such good friends in the last few months.  I have friends from years ago (back in the day, ya know!) so are supportive and listen.  One from the last few years who I’ve gone to school with and entered a new career with, and have strengthen our friendship by bringing our children together for playtime.  And the ones from the recent months, who many have also recently gone through a divorce with children.  They all have enforced and reiterated my strengths to me.  Have made me a stronger person, have been concerned for me and my happiness.  They really do care.  And I must say, I haven’t laughed as hard in all my life as I do when I’m with them!  I love y’all!

My job.  I really am blessed.  I am able to work 5 days in a 14 day period and am able to support my household.  So I am able to be a stay at home Mom during the week with the boys, and yet still work.  I love what I do, and like to think I’m good at it.  I know I don’t know everything in my job, by no means, but I look to each day as an opportunity to ask questions and learn new things.

Michael.  Yes, are you surprised?  Without him I wouldn’t have many of the things and people above.  Having him allows me the time to go out with my friends and to work.  He is able to take the boys for me.  I am blessed that the boys have him, as they love him dearly.  We do fight many days, ok, maybe not fight, but get testy with one another, but I think for the most part, we do try to get along.  The whole divorce and dating thing is a bit odd for us yet, since it is all still new.  I hope our friendship and our parenting only grows over the years.

I think the boys are asleep.  The dogs have been out.  I’m going to open my bedroom window, get a book and read myself to sleep.  Oh, with some hot chocolate (don’t forget the marshmallows).  *Deep Breath* Exhale*Sigh*  Goodnight All.

 
 

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Day By Day

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I don’t know how long it takes to get over stuff like this, but each day I’m a wee bit better.  I know the upcoming holidays will bring more emotions on, which will suck, but I’ll deal with it.

I haven’t bought a thing for the holidays.  I’ll go at the end of this week.  With all the other crazy people doing last minute shopping.  Blah.   Ok, I did by myself stuff, lol.  I bought a new camera, my bedding, and some, ummm, toys.  LOL!  I need to go get the perfume I want, and some sexy pjs.  Yeah me.

Work.  I still love it.  The other night I was on my old floor, the cardiac floor and it was rough.  Besides the fact we were short an RN, leaving me with 15 patients, I followed a nurse who had NO clue what was going on with her patients.  No idea of resulted lab work, when the next lab work was due, no clue of the results of CT scans, venous dopplers, etc.  No idea of what the doctors had planned.  Nothing.  One of them she didn’t even realize was on a cordarone drip.  Uhhh hello?  Her documentation of the patients were horrible.  But I still love my job.  I can’t wait til I can go to weekend option after Christmas.  Work 24 hours, get paid for 34!  WOOT!

What else?  Not much.  I worked a bunch the last 2 weeks, and am ready for my break before Christmas.  Because of the holiday rotation and switching a shift with someone, I work Monday, Tuesday, and Wednesday than I am off until Christmas night.  SEVEN days.  WOOT!

Tomorrow I’m calling a therapy chick that is through our work (=free).  I’m just going in to talk to her, sort some feelings out and listen to her suggestions.  We’ll see if I learn anything.

My current gym membership is up in January, and then I’m switching to the bigger, nicer gym in town, where my dear friend Karen goes to.  We’ll be sexy bitches soon.  Holla!

Celexa.  I have to say it has helped.  I don’t know what kind of emotional train wreck I’d actually be in if I wasn’t on it.  Thank goodness that it is cheap!

ok, I’ve hollered (hollared?) at the boys many times to go clean their room, now I must go enforce my Mommy Powers!

 

P.S.  I don’t know what the picture has to do with day by day, but it was on google.  I ain’t hatin’!

 

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Primary Care Nursing

The hospital I work at has been on “team” nursing for many many years.  A unit has 30 beds, during the day there are 3 RNs, 3 LPNs, and 3 Techs (CNAs), and each group has 10 patients.  Of course there is a support nurse, and a charge, and the unit manager on the floor.  At night, ideally, there would be 3 RNs, 2 LPNs, and 2 Techs, but at times there might only be 2 RNs.  The RN’s primary duty is to assess, teach, intervene, etc.  LPN is meds and dressing changes, and the tech would be vital signs, feeding, and bed, toileting,  and bath care.

Recently, they’ve tried to go to primary nursing on one floor, with hopes to move the entire hospital to this (and get Magnet status).  During the day, there would be 6 nurses (5 RNs and an LPN).  According to state law, the patient needs to be assessed by an RN at least once in a 24 hour period.  So the charge nurse would assess the LPNs patients, then the LPN could take over and chart from there.  Everyone else would assess and chart, and do their meds, etc.  At night, there would be the charge nurse, and 4 RNs and 1 LPN, and the same concept would follow.

I’ve had no problem when I’ve gone to this floor to work, it’s been great, no problems.  Last week they changed the staffing grid.  So last night, I had 8 patients primary care.  Me.  Me to do meds, assessment, interventions, Dr calling, and so on.  It’s crazy.  How do they except us to give good patient care?  My license, my livelihood is on the line.  If this is what is expected, I will move to the ER, or even another institution.  I really do enjoy my job, but this is not a safe practice IMO.

I understand the nursing shortage, I understand the need for money cuts, but didn’t all take a pledge to do no harm (beneficence) when we entered the field of nursing?

I do plan to make my thoughts known to my supervisor, hopefully my voice will be heard!

 
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Posted by on October 2, 2008 in nurse

 

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Being a Nurse

So I’ve been on my own for a month now.  A few things I’ve come to realize:

1.  I love my job.

2.  Yes there is a nursing shortage.

3.  I have great organizational skills and time management skills.

4.  I need to say no.

Let me explain.

1.  I really do love my job.  Being able to teach people, talk to them, change a dressing or two, it’s great.  My paychecks are wonderful!  Better than I had planned.  I love only working 3 days a week.  I really do love it.

2.  Let’s skip this, I’ll hit this one on number 4.

3.  I’ve always been this way.  One of my first jobs was a waitress at Shari’s, which is like an IHOP.   We would have 7-12 table sections, do our own drinks, taking orders, salads, service, etc, and even bussing/cleaning our own table, and many times seating our own guests.  I was really good at it.  I’ve worked as a server and a bartender for many years and am really good at it!  As a manager, I’d be able to to the money count, inventory count, or whatever much faster than others, because I was more organized.  Now that has carried over to my Nursing job, which is really helpful when you have 15 patients.  Sigh, number 4.

4.  Most of our hospital is team nursing, meaning 1 RN, 1 LPN, and 1 PCT (CNA) take care of a group of 10 (sometimes 15) patients.  It works ok, if you have a good and helpful team, and if the other team is also helpful.  One floor does primary nursing, which during the day time they have 5 RNs and 1 LPNs (making 5 patients each) and a charge nurse, and at night it’s 4 RNs, 1 LPN, (6 patients each)and a charge.  The charge nurse opens the charts for the LPNs.  Meaning, they do the assessment and documentation for the first of the shift.  Any other thing that needs to be documented can be done by the LPN.  Of course ER and ICU are all their own entities, so I’m including those units here.

In the last month we have lost our travel nurses.  I believe there is one left on the cardiac unit.  The hospital spent so much money on them, they decided not to renew their contracts.  One bad thing about them, is that most of them live within an hour or two drive and still get paid travel nurse wages.  Well, being in a rural area, most of our nurses travel to get to work anyhow.  So many of them have signed up with travel companies, and we have lost nurses.

So one night, I was put on the primary care unit, and made charge nurse.  Ok, fine.  But due to a shortage of nurses, staffing pieced a staff together.  Which meant there were 2 LPNs, 1 experienced RN, and 2 new RNs (one of which graduated with me).  Ok, fine.  So I had to chart on 12 patients, plus deal with any other issues.  Ok, fine.  But I had to do it all by 11 P.M.  when I would be moved to the oncology floor.  Ok, fine.  I managed to chart on 11, helping a newer LPN with some skills she hadn’t done yet, calling the doctor for the new grad, among other things.  At 11, I went upstairs and received 15 new patients.  The nurse leaving had charted on 5 of them.  One room was empty, and two patients were new and needed to be admitted. That left 7 patients to see.  This is where I began to think it’s crazy.  Thankfully, another nurse (the 3pm to 11pm charge) stayed until 2 am admitting the two new patients.  I had another who was really ill, and had to have his bed changed every 30-45 minutes (not to mention he was in isolation), and be given three units of platelets and some chemo.  Thankfully I did not have any blood to give.  I ended up seeing my last patient at 6am, right before shift change.  Crazy!  I also had to draw the morning lab and get two patients ready for surgery.  Thankfully I had a good LPN and PCT, who were experienced and knew how to get a job done.

Good ol’ hindsight says I should’ve said no.  It’s my license to protect.  My job line.  My family’s income.  I am not superwoman, and I need to say no.

Oh, the week before the night above, I worked on the senior behavioral health unit.  I’ve worked there many times and a PCT, but never a RN.  The paper work is COMPLETELY different, including the three times more paper admission packet.  So two weeks out of orientation, I was sent to the pysch unit.  No problemo.  Except that I had three new admits.  UGH.  Now in this unit, there are 14 patients, 1 RN, 1 LPN, and 2 PCTs.  Great.  So the day RN stayed and did one admission, leaving me two.  I managed to get them 90% complete.  Again, thankfully my team was experieced and worked on that unit, so I didn’t have to follow up on them very much.  The day after the charge nurse/oncology floor experience, I was put back on the psych unit (no, not as a patient), again, with 3 admits.

This past week, I worked on the pysch unit (again).  Except, now they opened 4 more beds.  18 patients, TWO RNs, ONE LPN, and 2 PCTs.  IMO, still not enough staff.  These patients have schizoprenic disorders, depression, combative agression, dementia, etc, etc, etc.  So after a rough start, and somewhat quiet middle, around 4 am, the most ambulatory patient on the unit fell and broke her hip.  Of course she was my patient.  Nice.  I had to call doctors, the house supervisor, get her transferred to the med/surg floor.  What a mess.  Now, I’m not saying that wouldn’t happen with more nurses, but I do think that once again, I should have said no.  NO, NO, NO!

I’m learning, I do love it, we’ll see what the next three nights have in store for me!

 
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Posted by on August 20, 2008 in nurse

 

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My Va Jay Jay is better than yours

 

 

  

Last night I had a client who was taking IV steroids for some lung issues.  Of course her blood sugars had increase, and I got an order to administer some insulin per a sliding scale.  The woman was coherent, under 40 years of age, and once I explained why and what we were doing, she acknowledge she fully understood. 

Then she said, “My sugars are usually always high anyways.  My ovaries don’t make eggs, they never have.  They make sugar.”

All I could do is say ok, and walk out.

 
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Posted by on August 2, 2008 in nurse

 

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Beans, Everywhere Beans

So for some reason, there is a two pound bag of red beans all over the boys’ room.  It is now a quarter til five pm, and they are still picking them up.  Although there has been more playing, fighting, kicking, watching tv, swording fighting, peeing, needing to ask/tell/share something with me than there has been bean picking.

Boys.

I had my yearly evaluation today.  I did get a raise (WOOT).  LOL, what’s funny was I was evaluated as an RN.  Ok, I have been out of orientation for two weeks?!?!  Oh well.

Speaking of work, last night I was floated to the geriatric psych unit.  I have worked there as a tech and as an LPN, but never as an RN.  The paper work there is completely different, especially the admits.  Of course, at shift change, I get THREE admits.  I called the house super and said that I don’t mind working there, but I don’t know the paperwork!  They said to do the best I could on the admissions.  There are many assessments (mental, cognitive) that I have not been trained fully on to determine the patients level of functioning.  Of course those pages were left blank.  It was a busy night, but a good night.  I had a wonderful RN from day shift stay over and complete ONE of the three admissions, what a  GODSEND!  And thankfully, my LPN and two techs were long term employees of that unit, and already new the patients and of course the way things work.  :)

And one final thought, as I leave to get ready to work day three of four (what was I thinking).  Another local hospital faces closing.  I know that that link doesn’t show it closing, but they are losing their state funding and close as of September first.  That sucks that those nurses and other staff will no longer have a job.  Also, they had an accidental death this week.  I feel bad for that nurse that made that mistake.  It’s something we all hope we never do.  Protect your liscense people!  We were taught in nursing school to check, check, and recheck!

 

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First Night

So I get to work, super excited.  And I’m on oncology from 7pm-11pm.  As an LPN.  Then I was moved to Cardiac from 11pm to 7am.  As an LPN.  So much for a exciting first night as an RN.

 
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Posted by on July 24, 2008 in nurse

 

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