I have a massive urge to get a new pair of hot high heels! If any of you want to help, I wear a size 9.5 (yeah, big feet). I love crazy shoes! Thanks!
I feel like in the last couple of weeks that I’ve calmed down. I got that wild streak out of me that I’ve been doing for the last few months. Don’t think I still don’t want to go out and have fun, cause, well if you KNOW me, I love having a blast and laughing. But sometimes laying on your kitchen floor and laughing with your best friend is just even more fun that going out!
I know what I want in life, for my boys, for me personally as career goals, love life needs, and who I want to be, and what kind of person I want to be with. And I won’t settle for less. I deserve it. I sure damn do. And I’ll wait forever until I can get what I want! (hello spoiled brat!)
My boys have been horrible lately. I guess the divorce is effecting (affecting?) them, and they are showing out because of it. I had Don put locks on my pantry door so they stop getting all the food out. Yeah, like dumping a box of pancake mix, squeezing out all the jelly, eating all the cereal, etc . They already cost me a bundle in groceries, but when I keep having to re-buy everything, then that adds up!
I really reached a low point this week with them, I had to call friends to come over and help, and thankfully they rushed right over (love ya Heather and Don!) to help. I guess I’ll go to the book store and find a parenting/divorce book for some advice. Do any of you have any advice? I’ll take all that I can get!
Never found my stolen stuff, except the boating tube was in the field next to me, but that’s not mine, so I really don’t care about that. I had someone come out and mow my yard, and it looks so much nicer. I may have him come out and do the back and trim up some more stuff this week, since I don’t have the tools to do it now. Although I did buy a weedeater! And a drill! LOL!
I really want to go see my family, I’m hoping they’ll meet me in Omaha or Witchita again, it makes it easier to drive 8 hours rather than 19!!!
Other than that, I’ve been doing ok. Have had some dissappointments, but am keeping my head up and heart full of hope. That’s all I can do. 🙂